Well I figured since its been awhile since ive done a real update.  Well I've decided to go down to Tennessee for Daniels graduation.  So im going to be there for 2 weeks.  His mom and siblings might be coming back up here so they can go to the kingdom.  I dont know if Daniels coming up here or not..i havent really got a chance to ask him.  But hopefully things will be fun down their.  I owe shawn a pizza and a milkshake and he owes me a movie so were gunna do that when i go down there.  Welp the puppies are running around and ive got to clean my room.  So ill proly updsate move when i get back and tell how it all went.

Your Suicide.. by Konstantine
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Gender?	FemaleMaleUndecidedBoth
How will you commit suicide?	You will drown yourself
How many tries will it take?	97
When will you commit suicide?	October 12, 2047
What will your suicide note say?	Maybe now you'll care
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I have come to the conclusion that its time to change a couple of things in my life.  Im 19. Still live at home with mommy and im jobless and carless.  I have decided its time to get my life together.  Get my ducks in a row if you will.  Well ive started by finishing school.  Im taking night classes to get my GED (Gerneric Education Degree)   Im almost done with them.  I take my pre-ged on thursday for reading and writing because i passed my tabe test (which is like the pre pre-test and i got the highest score possible on it which is a 800.  I got a 558 in math.  So ive got to work on algebra and geometry then i take the tabe test again and if i get a better score i take my pre-ged for that one.  But now i need a job.  And a car.  Once i have all of that i can start saving up for community college because theres no way id be able to get into a university.  Welp i believe this is enough thinking for now. 

Ok so i figured i'd update this thang since i havent done it in a while.  Well Daniel and his family was suppose to come up here..but he didnt want to come but his mom was making him b/c hes going to a concert in a week plus hes leaving for 3weeks in the summer to go to texas with some friends.  So he went to "fix" he truck so they could come up here. He gave it a "tune up" and "changed the wires"....well after he "fixed it" it stopped working completly.  So they didnt get to come up here.  Well he was the one who wanted to change to bestfriend staus to boyfriend staus..hes the one who begged mom to get me to go out with him...till i finially broke down and decided to give him a chance.  Well he blew his chance.  he wanted to be the boyfrined but he didnt want to act like it.  So hes being demoted. Hes going from boyfriend to friend..and hes gunna have to work for his bestfriend status back also.     Well Sunday was Marinas b-day.  Me and her have been frined since i was like in the third grade but we havent really hung out or talked since 8th grade cuz we went to diferent high schools.  But ne who. Her mom Jeanette invited me to her party which was at skate world by the way.  It was weird..me being 19 and her being 18 and being surrounded by elementry and middle school kids. Its was funny.  I fell on my ass twice.  I havent skated in forever.  My theighs starting hurting.  But we had fun.  Were gunna start going every week so me and tiff and jeanette can exercise.  We figured its cheapier than joining a gym.  Jeanette and Tiff kept yelling out that i was single. They said i need a guy.  If they can find a cute, fun, mature, guy with a car than ill give em a chance.  lol.  Well imma go. Im hungry havent eaten since the birthday cake i had today which was around 4pm.  So now im hungry again.  Welp ill update again sometime.

So mom woke up and found some poeple in the drive way this morning.  It turns out that two-face back stabbing bitch sold the car to keith.  Well Keith and Derek show up here to take he car..but wut she forgot to tell him was that it didnt run.  I cant believe he gave her the money for the damn thing without seeing it.  Well mom went out there and had a lil chat with them while i was in the shower.  Keith told mom that if i wanted ne more ink done to hit him up and hed do it. Then he asked her bout the tat he already did for me and mom told him one of the stars fadded and he wanted to know why i havent called to get it fix and mom told him that sam told me that keith was her inker that i couldnt use him no more.  So he got pissed.  Him and Derek were saying how they dont trust her that shes shifty and theres somthing about her that they dont like.  And that they wouldnt even be friends with her if chuck wasnt dating her. Which means when chucks dumbs her sorry ass theyll all turn their back on her.  Which is kind of sad b/c once that happens shell have nowhere to go or neone to turn to. She has burnt all her bridges and cant get back across.  I dont even have a clue wut started this shit.  One minute im sharing my room...my bed..my food..with her the next shes talking boiut me behind my back and saying she hates me and my mother.  What the fuck did we ever do to her but give a place to live sleep rent free...we feed her...bought her and her kid clothes and food when ever she needed it. And this is the thanx we get. Fuck that. She can live out on the street now for all i care.  And the thang is i took her in and she repeatly lied to my face. To my fucking face.  She stole money from me then balmed it on her ex (her abbay's daddy). I just cant believe after all i did for her she stood their looked into my face and straight up lied.  Shes stolen from me...she lied.....she has my shit and refuses to give it back.  And she wonders why she cant keep friends.  I mean i kept her ass off the street. Most people ask home come she just didnt go to her moms.  Well her mom wouldnt even take her in. Thats how much trouble she is.  And i took her in b/c i thought she was friend. We were friends for well over 4 years..and the whole time she was double-crossing me.  Shes lucky i havent put her ass in jail b/c of how much dirt i have on her.  Hasnt she ever learned you dont tell a person every dirty detail about you then turn around and backstab that person.  Thats harmful to yourself if you do that.  But o well.  Shell learn one day not to fuck with poeple. I hope that day comes soon cuz if she comes back her look for forgiveness shes just gunna have the door slamed on her and she deserves it.    Well i guess this is enuff ranting for now.  Im outie.